Even more then I could have hoped for, A birth story
With each pregnancy and birth I am a different woman. I become a new mother I've learn more about birth, bodies, babies, myself, my partner, my needs, desires and values. I've expanded and contracted. I've grieved and celebrated between each new life - and this deeply shapes how I plan and hope to journey through birth and postpartum. **disclaimer, this account is coming from my (mothers) perspective that was heavily under the influence of natural drugs (read: hormones) if you want an accurate account ask someone else. If you don't want to read bunch of context and lead up you can skip to the day of birth story below the double line** the news about baby three was two things: Welcome ( I love families of three and was hoping to have one) unintended (maybe not the best timing since I barely recovered from a prolapse, my youngest was 11 months and suffering from eczema, we were in the middle of all consuming remodel and just endured a devastati...
